IN THE MORNING LIGHT




I wake up to see you Standing in the morning light.

I reach out to touch you,But all that I get Is a memory, and yet,

I feel you are nearBut my vision's not clear.

Yet I have your image always in view,I'm forever thinking of you.

I feel you watching me Quietly in the morning light.

I try to find some peace of mind

In knowing you're where You don't have a care.

I take comfort that You no longer haveTo keep living in a world full of pain,

But I ache to see you again.

On rainy days I sit and think of our lost years,

The times we spent apart just fill my eyes with tears,

But fields of wild flowers and yellow butterflies

Remind me of you and make me smile.

I walk in to your room And stand there in the morning light.

I cherish the memories:Your robe on a hook,

The pictures you took.I can smell your perfume

On the clothes in your room.

Everything I see makes your loss hard to bear,

I see you everywhere.I live now in a still world

Listening in the morning light.

I strain to hear a familiar voice

But all that I hear Is the sound of my tears.

Then from a far place

Comes the slightest trace

Of your voice saying, "I'm all right, you see,and I always will be."

GOING HOME


GOING HOME ... GOING HOME
I'LL BE THERE FOR YOU
Will Martin

BRIGHT EYES


click below to listen the song




Simon n Garfunkel

UNDESERVED UNHAPPINESS


how when you know your closest person is never been happy in its life?

that person makes effort from second to second to overcome and sweeps what is in the heart and feelings...

do you think that person deserves to have other pressures and put in the corner of statements which make her pushed into a small hole and forced as other's satisfaction anger?


- Katty Greez -

WHO DO JEALOUS TO MY CHEESE?


MAY BE YOU MANY DO NOT LIKE ME TO HAVE MY LOVE?

WHAT ARE ALL YOUR REASONS THAT YOU ALL INVOLVE AND TRY TO BE AS A WISE PERSON AND CONCERN?

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE ALL PERFECT?

YOU ALL ARE HIDDEN RATS WHO DO NOT KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT ME...

IF YOU ALL ARE WISE, BE BRAVE TO TALK AND SAY TO ME FRANKLY FACE TO FACE ABOUT THESE ALL ...


YOU ARE ALL RATS BY SHOWING OFF WHAT YOU ALL HAVE IN YOUR LIFE...FOR INFLUENCING MY LOVE TO AGAINST ME AND FOLLOW YOUR IDEA...


YOU ARE ALL DITCH RATS...!!!! LOOK AT YOU !!!!

-Murray Flouwee-
blog-owner's comment :
I agree with you Flouwee,
Thanks God I have good supportive friends who never been 'rats', they are kind and nice and never negatively involve in my private life, lucky me...

GRACEFUL LIVING


Graceful Living


"The root of being uptight is our unwillingness to accept life as different,

in any way, from our expectations...

Life is simply as it is...don't expect your day to be problem free...

and as you approach life in this manner,

you'll notice how GRACEFUL life can be.

Rather than fighting against life, you'll be dancing with it...

and when you lighten up, life is a lot more fun."


Richard Carlson

KEMBALI NEGERIKU TERIRIS DAN BERDUKA


tak ada yang mengerti mengapa .. karena tak ada yang tahu dengan hubungan apa bomb ini diledakkan... kecuali pelaku-pelakunya

di tengah bangsa ini dalam damai usai menyelesaikan pemilihan presidennya ...

ditengah bangsa ini mulai percaya diri dan pandai untuk menjadi bangsa yang bermartabat ....

siapakah gerangan pembomb ini?
Bangsa ku kah?
Bangsa lainkah?
atau bangsaku bersama dengan bangsa lain?

Kenapa di negaraku?

Kebahagiaan apa yang mereka rasakan ketika melihat orang2 mati dan negara ini terpuruk lagi?

Apa keuntungan mereka ketika negara ini menjadi cacian negara lain?
Kepuasan apa yang mereka raih dengan memporakporandakan seluruh perasaan bangsa Indonesia...
Membunuh dan menghancurkan manusia dan bangsa untuk kepentingannya dengan picik karena buntu dan gelap ... iman dan keyakinannya punah hanya karena sesuatu yang mereka tidak dapat capai dengan kebijaksanaan dan kepandaian....
ya....pembomb itu memang tidak pandai dan binatang keji.....
mereka selalu akan mencari jalan pintas untuk menghancurkan karena kecewa.....karena ternyata tidak diakui...dan karena mereka hanya bisa berbuat jahat.....


Tentunya bangsa Indonesia tidak rela untuk menghancurkan nama baik negaranya........
Bangsa ini masih punya hati dan punya Tuhan yang disembahnya setiap saat, setiap hari, sepanjang tahun dan seumur hidupnya.....

Yaa Robb, lindungilah bangsa ini.....Indonesia......amin

-me-

ALLAHU AKBAR .... AKU BERSYUKUR

(click di atas untuk mendengarkan gema Takbir)
Yaa Rabb,
Ketika aku terjaga dini pagi
Ketika aku masih berselimut menanti sholat Subuh tiba ...
Aku bersyukur pada MU, bahwa aku telah tidur nyenyak semalaman di bawah naungan rumah dan di atas kasur dan berbantal....... badanku hangat karena balutan selimutku.......
Itu ketika aku membuka mataku menanti Subuh MU...
Lalu kemudian aku akan bangun dan melakukan banyak hal yang mengikutinya.......dan hal-hal itu penuh dengan ridho dan taufik MU yaa Rabb......
Sehatku, selamatku, pekerjaanku, persahabatanku, daya pikirku, sakitku, kesembuhanku, rejekiku, kekuatanku.....semua atas karunia MU yaa Rabb....
Alhamdulillah ..............ALLAHU AKBAR
adzan t'lah berbunyi :
- me -

I DON'T KNOW HOW TO LOVE HIM




I DON’T KNOW HOW TO LOVE HIM
(many singers)

I don't know how to love him.

What to do, how to move him.
I've been changed, yes really changed.
In these past few days,
when I've seen myself,
I seem like someone else.


I don't know how to take this.
I don't see why he moves me.
He's a man.
He's just a man.
And I've had so many men before,
In very many ways,
He's just one more.

Should I bring him down?
Should I scream and shout?
Should I speak of love,
Let my feelings out?
I never thought I'd come to this.
What's it all about?

Don't you think it's rather funny,
I should be in this position.
I'm the one who's always been So calm, so cool,
no lover's fool,
Running every show.
He scares me so.

I never thought I'd come to this.
What's it all about?

Yet, if he said he loved me,
I'd be lost.
I'd be frightened.
I couldn't cope,
just couldn't cope.
I'd turn my head.
I'd back away.
I wouldn't want to know.
He scares me so.
I want him so.
I love him so.